Monday, October 19, 2009

Haven't Met You Yet lyrics

I'm not surprised,
Not everything lasts,
I've broken my heart so many times I stopped keeping track.
Talk myself in,
I talk myself out,
I get all worked up,
Then I let myself down,

I tried so very hard not to loose it;
I came up with a million excuses,
I thought I thought of every possibility,

And I know some day that it’ll all turn out,
You'll make me work so we can work to work it out,
And I promise you kid that I give so much more than I get~ mmm.......
I just haven't met you yet.

Mmmmm ....

I might have to wait,
I’ll never give up,
I guess it's half timin', and the other half's luck,
Wherever you are,
Whenever it's right,
You'll come outta nowhere and into my life.

And I know that we can be so amazin',
And baby your love is gonna change me,
And now I can see every possibility, mmmmmm....

Somehow I know that it’ll all turn out,
You'll make me work so we can work to work it out,
And promise you kid, I'll give so much more than I get, mmmm....
I just haven't met you yet.

They say all’s fair
in love and war
But I won’t need to fight it,
we'll get it right an',
we'll be united

Instrumental

and I know that we can be so amazin',
And bein' in your life is gonna change me,
And now I can see every single possibility, mmmmmm

And someday I know it'll all turn out,
And I'll work to work it out,
Promise you kid I’ll give more than I get
Than I get, than I get, than I get.

Oh, you know it'll all turn out,
and you'll make me work so we can work to work it out,
And promise you kid to give so much more than I get, yeah
I just haven't met you yet.

I just haven't met you yet,
Oh, promise you kid,
To give so much more than I get.

I said love love love love love love love.....
I just haven't met you yet
Love love love .....
So doy day ay ay ay, ay ay yeah
I just haven't met you yet!


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i cant begin how to explain how true this song is.


Because i dont know if that guy is right there for me and if i have met him


all i know is that he hasnt shown himself to me...


yes there may be a guy i have my eye on but distance plays a huge roll in the way i feel.


i dont want to share an emotion with just anyone!


because the last time i let someone i got hurt.


but maybe that hurt was for the better.


maybe it was for me to see what i am suppost to see

Sunday, October 4, 2009

October 3rd 2009

I guess the real question is why i am still awake to write this.

but i realized that everyone needs to take the time out of their busy lives to vent our just to think.

I found myself this past week just stressing over the little things. but i never took the time to do something that i loved..

i spent days at work for hours on end just so people can go out and live their lives, and be happy.

But when i wanted to be happy they just walked away and left me stranded at work where i want even happy.

I dont even know anymore how to tell people how i am feeling. because now i find myself keeping all my emotions in and try to show people that they are even getting the best of me.


But inside those people i work with are driving me insaine.

my boss doesnt realize that we are so under employed so we cant have shifts off even if it is for a wedding or for an important event.

the empoyees dont see the things i do for them to let them live life to the fullest.

and people always tell me that karma will always work their ways.

But i am tired of sitting back and not being the person my father would have wanted me to become.

But i dont know how many times i have tried to tell myself im a strong individual.

but in all honesty i miss the little things i left behind that i thought would make me happier without.

i miss the feeling of my blood pumping in a game. i miss everything about it.

i miss likeing to paint in color. because right now the black and white i see scares me.

im tired of being alone. and im tired of being afraid to open up to those that might actually really care about me.

i dont know what it is, but all i know is that this is the first step for me.

because i know if i keep it in i wont be able to hold it in much longer