Haven't Met You Yet lyrics

I'm not surprised,
Not everything lasts,
I've broken my heart so many times I stopped keeping track.
Talk myself in,
I talk myself out,
I get all worked up,
Then I let myself down,

I tried so very hard not to loose it;
I came up with a million excuses,
I thought I thought of every possibility,

And I know some day that it’ll all turn out,
You'll make me work so we can work to work it out,
And I promise you kid that I give so much more than I get~ mmm.......
I just haven't met you yet.

Mmmmm ....

I might have to wait,
I’ll never give up,
I guess it's half timin', and the other half's luck,
Wherever you are,
Whenever it's right,
You'll come outta nowhere and into my life.

And I know that we can be so amazin',
And baby your love is gonna change me,
And now I can see every possibility, mmmmmm....

Somehow I know that it’ll all turn out,
You'll make me work so we can work to work it out,
And promise you kid, I'll give so much more than I get, mmmm....
I just haven't met you yet.

They say all’s fair
in love and war
But I won’t need to fight it,
we'll get it right an',
we'll be united

Instrumental

and I know that we can be so amazin',
And bein' in your life is gonna change me,
And now I can see every single possibility, mmmmmm

And someday I know it'll all turn out,
And I'll work to work it out,
Promise you kid I’ll give more than I get
Than I get, than I get, than I get.

Oh, you know it'll all turn out,
and you'll make me work so we can work to work it out,
And promise you kid to give so much more than I get, yeah
I just haven't met you yet.

I just haven't met you yet,
Oh, promise you kid,
To give so much more than I get.

I said love love love love love love love.....
I just haven't met you yet
Love love love .....
So doy day ay ay ay, ay ay yeah
I just haven't met you yet!

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i cant begin how to explain how true this song is.


Because i dont know if that guy is right there for me and if i have met him


all i know is that he hasnt shown himself to me...


yes there may be a guy i have my eye on but distance plays a huge roll in the way i feel.


i dont want to share an emotion with just anyone!


because the last time i let someone i got hurt.


but maybe that hurt was for the better.


maybe it was for me to see what i am suppost to see

October 3rd 2009

I guess the real question is why i am still awake to write this.

but i realized that everyone needs to take the time out of their busy lives to vent our just to think.

I found myself this past week just stressing over the little things. but i never took the time to do something that i loved..

i spent days at work for hours on end just so people can go out and live their lives, and be happy.

But when i wanted to be happy they just walked away and left me stranded at work where i want even happy.

I dont even know anymore how to tell people how i am feeling. because now i find myself keeping all my emotions in and try to show people that they are even getting the best of me.


But inside those people i work with are driving me insaine.

my boss doesnt realize that we are so under employed so we cant have shifts off even if it is for a wedding or for an important event.

the empoyees dont see the things i do for them to let them live life to the fullest.

and people always tell me that karma will always work their ways.

But i am tired of sitting back and not being the person my father would have wanted me to become.

But i dont know how many times i have tried to tell myself im a strong individual.

but in all honesty i miss the little things i left behind that i thought would make me happier without.

i miss the feeling of my blood pumping in a game. i miss everything about it.

i miss likeing to paint in color. because right now the black and white i see scares me.

im tired of being alone. and im tired of being afraid to open up to those that might actually really care about me.

i dont know what it is, but all i know is that this is the first step for me.

because i know if i keep it in i wont be able to hold it in much longer

September 15th

I didnt really enjoy today, and i know that i always tell myself in the morning that i must take the time to make it memorable and make the best of it.

But school is getting to me. i dont like being there, i dont really enjoy the subects.

i guess it might be back to the drawing blocks for me

or it might be the drawing blocks.

I think its time to face a more Artistic view for my major because this whole lesson learning stuff isnt working for me..

I have heard time after time that my feild should be sports med. but its not something that i love.

i want to be able to turn on music and get lost in everything i love to do. even if it is doodle.

But there is more to my passion, im done with being trapped inside because all it does is make me tired. but the moment i go outside and feel the air hit my skin its when im happy most.

i want to be able to travel and experience life outside America. be able to veiw the landscapes of Tuscany and the the feel the water in venis. clime to the top of the bridge in aulstralia.

i just want to travel

i dont want to be held back i the confinements in which i am stuck now

so i need to find something new. something that fits me more then anything.

September 14th

today has been a very intersting day. i have had the feeling like ive been missing something, and the feeling like im messing up in my life ad need to find a way to fix it

i feel as if im not giving 100 % of what i can for school
i really miss water polo and everything it did for me

i feel like i need to get healthly. and maybe i can start with running again and go back to swimming but i just dont know anymore

and got this feeling that everyone i have ever cared about has really drifted away

and dont get me wrong there is nothing bad about that

i just feel that im not doing everything i know i can be doing.
Maybe i just need to take the first step and get a new job because we all know that marie callenders will never be able to fulfill every need i have. i love eveyone there but i need a change. there is something with always having a smile on my face that bugs me most. I always have this feeling of depression that flows over me and i know that at work i have to hide it the most but i dont know what i can do to help me most

i just think i need to make the first step and change the real me. to someone that is a bigger and better person

i need to meet people my age. i need to find college student that understand everything im going threw and right now i have no one.

i just have a car that never works.

so i dont know what to do